695: (Solo) I Was Winning. So Why Was I Falling Apart?

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A few years ago I started waking up in the middle of the night, heart pounding, cold sweats, this overwhelming feeling of dread I could not explain. And the strangest part was there was no crisis. The business was good. Revenue was up. Everything on paper was working. But something was deeply wrong, and it took me weeks to even name it. Here is what nobody tells you about burnout: it does not always show up when things are falling apart. Mine showed up during the best run of my professional life. And when you are winning, you keep going, because why would you stop? In this episode, I get honest about hitting a wall I never saw coming, what crippling anxiety actually felt like for someone who genuinely loves his work, and the rituals and mindset shifts that pulled me out and keep me balanced now. Here's what you'll take away: Why burnout often arrives at your peak, not your low point, and why there is no alarm that tells you when you have crossed the line The scale framework I use now: family, relationships, friends, and work, and why the problem is never that it tips but that you fail to rebalance Why obsession without boundaries will eat you alive, even when the drive itself is real and necessary What Steve Huffman's answer to "is it ever enough?" taught me about the lie our minds keep telling us The specific practices that refill my cup now, from meditation and therapy to gaming, pickleball, and leaving my phone at the door Why taking care of the person building the business is not a weakness but the whole point If you are waking up in the night and you do not know why, or you have been feeding one side of the scale for years and telling yourself you are fine, this episode is for you. It does not mean you are broken. It means you need to take care of the person building this thing. This is a sensitive area, so a quick note: if any of this feels close to home and you are struggling with your mental health, it is worth reaching out to a professional or someone you trust. You do not have to sit with it alone. If y