why am i my own biggest hater?

Paglalarawan

let's discuss my never ending cycle of being too self critical with myself and the aspects in my life and what i'm doing to cope with it :)for the disclaimer in the part where i was talking about my experiences with dating : i just wanna clarify that it's a purely personal experience and could even be reflective of the guys i dated (where they did not care about my gender expression) and is not reflective of the dating dynamics sa gay men community as a whole. I just wanna clarify na it's personal since there is a lot of discrimination towards femme people and i've experienced it first hand so i don't wanna discount these experiences as well. :DKenti