#002 - Alex Hussain - Son of a Pastor Who Left the Church and Found God

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I'm scared. I'm angry. I'm confused. And I'm worried I'm never going to know God.That's how this episode begins...What follows is one of the most honest conversations about faith, spirituality and the search for the divine you'll hear anywhere.Before you read on, if you haven't yet, please subscribe now!Alex Hussain is one of the most honest voices on faith I've ever sat across from. This wasn't a polished theological lecture. This was me, on the record, admitting that every attempt I make to find God feels like an intellectual search that leads nowhere — and asking Alex to help me find a way through.We went everywhere. Religion vs spirituality. Why the church can feel like it's selling certainty instead of creating space for questions. How Alex went six years without feeling God at all. The moment God came back — and what happened in that room. Why your anger at God might actually be the most honest prayer you've ever said. And why the personal development journey is about becoming, but the spiritual journey is about realizing you already are.This episode is for anyone who has ever sat in a church, a meditation retreat, or a morning practice and thought — I know something's supposed to be here, but I can't find it.In this episode:- Why trying to find God intellectually might be exactly what's keeping you from him- The difference between God moving at the speed of light and the speed of love- Alex's six years of spiritual disconnection — and the moment it broke open- Why going to church thousands of times, the closest he felt to God was at a rave- What the personal development journey gets wrong about God- How your anger, confusion and grief might be the purest gateway to the divine- Why asking questions in religious communities can feel like a threat to your belonging- What sin actually means — beyond the one-dimensional version you were given- Is AI the devil?- How to pray when you don't know how to prayAlex has no current public social media account. Follow Billy:https://www.instagram.com/billygartonjr_/Chapte